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Gemma Irving

by Gemma Irving

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1.
I wish I knew you through and through Not just from the things we say and do For so long my mind’s been set on you And each day I’m wishing to be close to you You have a quiet sensibility There’s so much more than you will let me see Once or twice we’ve been so close before You always seem to leave me wanting more I wish I knew you through and through Not just from the things we say and do For so long my mind’s been set on you And each day I’m wishing to be close to you It seems to me we’ve got so far to go If you feel the same I wish you’d let it show Its so confusing to know where you are You feel so near and yet you are so far It seems that distance always intervenes And nothing’s ever really as it seems Trying hard, no matter what I do I’m just biding all my time for you Everything's still unresolved for me Can we be friends if that's all its meant to be? Its so hard to play a losing game What can I do to make you feel the same? It seems that distance always intervenes And nothing’s ever really as it seems Trying hard, no matter what I do I’m just biding all my time for you I wish I knew you through and through Not just from the things we say and do For so long my mind’s been set on you And each day I’m wishing to be close to you
2.
A normal day out in the town The music I heard slowed me down Then I saw you standing there With your big guitar and your long brown hair Your voice came out so strong and true Singing songs I thought I knew To the people and pigeons in the square With your big guitar and your long brown hair Some stop to put coins in your case A token tribute, a passing grace Others never sensed you there With your big guitar and your long brown hair There is no place I'd rather be Than sit and drink my morning coffee And hear your singing in the air With your big guitar and your long brown hair Some busy shoppers passed you by Some rainclouds appeared in the sky You carried on without a care With your big guitar and your long brown hair I'm suddenly struck with urgency I've been distracted from where I need to be I wish I had more time to spare For your big guitar and your long brown hair
3.
Ever since you went away Time grows longer every day Feeling strange here on my own Until you come home I could look but never find All I can do is bide my time Everyday’s a stepping stone Until you come home Silver winged you made your flight Its all I can think about at night Cos I keep dreaming of the day For you to touch down, to me Sitting here I recollect What things were like before we met Spending too much time alone Until you come home It feels we’ve gone our separate ways Updating how we’ve spent our days You’re still in the great unknown Until you come home Silver winged you made your flight Its all I can think about at night Cos I keep dreaming of the day For you to touch down, to me Even though I stayed right here I’m now lost without you near Every day’s a stepping stone Until you come home
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Friends 04:10
Gotta keep moving Gotta get myself straight But I don’t know what to do Got to keep busy But I just get dizzy My thoughts keep catching on you Wanna break through Wanna start anew But I don’t know where to start ‘Cos I keep on trying And I keep on striving But I just feel torn apart Why did it have to end this way?
 Hurt feelings always get in the way I wish that I could find Some peace of mind And that we could be friends again someday Go to new places Try to meet new faces But I keep looking for you And I talk to someone But I'm checking my phone Cos I’d rather have a call from you There’s no one to blame Its just such a shame That everything we had got lost If only we could Have held to what was good But it seemed to have too high a cost Why did it have to end this way?
 Hurt feelings always get in the way I wish that I could find Some peace of mind And that we could be friends again someday Want to break free Go back to being me But its so hard to go it alone So I discipline myself But I need some help So I took your number off my phone Its all for the best I just feel such unrest That things ended as they did I tried to stay strong I tried to carry on But I couldn’t keep my feelings hid Why does it always end this way?
 Hurt feelings always get in the way I wish that I could find Some peace of mind And that we could be friends again someday
5.
Words to Say 02:28
Signal’s lost Wires crossed Words unsaid Thoughts unread Tongue is tied Eyes out cried I’d so love to find a way I just can’t find the words to say I can’t get the message through I wish that you could feel this too Everything I say and do Seems to affect me more than you Promise kept Distant met Hanging on Know its wrong Chances missed Judas kissed
 I don’t want to stay away I just can’t find the words to say I can’t get the message through I wish that you could feel this too Everything I say and do Seems to affect me more than you Hopes are dashed Feelings thrashed No plans made Nerves are frayed Patience spent Now repent Guess I should now stay away I just can’t find the words to say I can’t get the message through I wish that you could feel this too Everything I say and do Seems to affect me more than you Fingers burnt Lessons learnt Feelings gone Moving on Time has passed Memories last If you can’t find the words to say You’re better off to stay away I can’t get the message through I wish that you could feel this too Everything I say and do Seems to affect me more than you
6.
I don’t wanna begin There’s nothing more left to say And I don’t wanna win I just don’t want to play I’ve got nothing to give There’s too much to forgive Cos you never played fair from the start Something is lost That cannot be rebound And you’ll look for me But I’ll not be around Sat on your own Passing time all alone Cos you never played fair from the start I tried so hard But now its fallen apart There's no lost words Just go back to the start Each lose a friend But this must come to an end Cos you never played fair One day you’ll stop And realise where you went wrong And you’ll miss the times That will soon be long gone Stuck in the past I hope those memories last Cos you never played fair from the start Tried to have it all But now you’ve nothing to lose That’ll be your downfall But its the path that you chose And I played along But its my choice to refuse Cos you never played fair from the start I tried so hard But now its fallen apart There's no lost words Just go back to the start Each lose a friend But this must come to an end Cos you never played fair There was a time When I’d wait on your call And I’d listen out Just to hear your footfall But those days are gone I let the phone just ring on Cos you never played fair from the start
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No Direction 03:07
My day seems stuck on a treadmill track And no matter what I do I can’t pull it back The relentless pace makes my head pound But I know I’d slow down if you’re around Baby I have no direction I am lost without your affection My life seems to be one long race I wish you would hold me still in your embrace I wake up to the alarm clock’s beep And its strange to think that I ever sleep And even though the day has just begun I already find myself caught on the run Baby I have no direction I am lost without your affection My life seems to be one long race I wish you would hold me still in your embrace I go to work, before I’m in the door I’m already thinking what I’ve got in store Make a list of what I’ve got to do When all I’d really like is some time with you Baby I have no direction I am lost without your affection My life seems to be one long race I wish you would hold me still in your embrace I know it sounds funny, but before the day’s through I find myself getting chased by you I’d like to see you and I’ll do what I can But you better run quick to catch me if you can Baby I have no direction I am lost without your affection My life seems to be one long race I wish you would hold me still in your embrace
8.
Trying to express what is best Then you just digress Trying to relate, hesitate, Miscommunicate Standing on the brink, out of sync Makes you stop and think Accept you’ll never know And then just let go Could this be the slowest lesson ever leant Trying to find truth but it seems we just learn from hurt Reassess, reinvest Lay it all to rest Accept you’ll never know, then just let go Thoughts run through my head Of what was said, as I lie in bed Everything unknown, check your phone But you’re on your own Trying to get through, think of you Wonder what to do Accept you’ll never know and just let go Could this be the slowest lesson ever leant Trying to find truth but it seems we just learn from hurt Reassess, reinvest Lay it all to rest Accept you’ll never know, then just let go Everything the same, all so plain So you just refrain Want to make a change, reengage But its out of range Trying to get by, occupy Leaves you high and dry Accept you’ll never know and just let go Could this be the slowest lesson ever leant Trying to find truth but it seems we just learn from hurt Reassess, reinvest Lay it all to rest Accept you’ll never know, then just let go
9.
I wasn't even looking Didn't think I'd ever find I was just soul searching For a different state of mind Tired of feeling lonesome Stressed with things to do The day that I stopped caring Was the day that I met you Now when I sleep I can't rest And when I wake I dream Maybe I'm imagining Or could you be all that you seem? I was at a crossroads That day you caught my eye Seems too much a coincidence For this to pass us by Gazing out of time and space You took me by surprise Now everything I used to think You've caused me to revise Its so nice to know you're there No matter how far that may be I now feel so inspired To be the best that I can be Now when I sleep I can't rest And when I wake I dream Maybe I'm imagining Or could you be all that you seem? I was at a crossroads That day you caught my eye Seems too much a coincidence For this to pass us by Our paths never crossed before Though we appear much the same I seem to recognise your face And my friends all know your name Maybe you were always there And I had too much on my mind Seems to be the way of things That when we least look we find Now when I sleep I can't rest And when I wake I dream Maybe I'm imagining Or could you be all that you seem? I was at a crossroads That day you caught my eye Seems too much a coincidence For this to pass us by I have heard it sung before And the cliches never real Now all the songs I like to sing They seem to sum up how I feel... Now when I sleep I can't rest And when I wake I dream Maybe I'm imagining Or could you be all that you seem? I was at a crossroads That day you caught my eye Seems too much a coincidence For this to pass us by I wasn't even looking Didn't think I'd ever find I was just soul searching For a different state of mind Tired of feeling lonesome Stressed with things to do The day that I stopped caring Was the day that I met you
10.
The winter wind is blowing strong It almost cuts in two I hide my face against the cold And I try to think of you My cheeks are numb, I’m chilled right through My hands have got no gloves Still I wish to myself I could find some warmth From this man I’m thinking of Do you remember those balmy days When your heart burnt like the sun? But the winter wind is blowing now And summer’s long since gone Whose gonna stroke your burnished hair? Whose gonna hold you tight? Whose gonna look you straight in the eye And tell you everything’s alright? Whose gonna kiss your sun cracked mouth And your sandy coloured skin? Whose gonna sing to you all day long Now I’m out in the wind? Now I'm out in the wind, babe Now I'm out in the wind Whose gonna sing to you all day long Now I'm out in the wind?
11.
John Anderson My Jo When we were first acquent Your hair was like the raven Your bonnie brow was brent But now your brow is bald John Your locks are like the snow But blessings on your frosty pow John Anderson my Jo John Anderson my Jo We'll climb that hill together And many been a canny day We've had with one another Now we'll totter on John In hand and hand we'll go And sleep together at the foot John Anderson my Jo
12.

credits

released August 9, 2017

All songs written and performed by Gemma Irving (vocal, guitar and cello), except for the The Winter Wind (which is arranged and adapted from the original traditional song, Kingsport Town).
Live recordings with Bernica are traditional and arranged and performed by Gemma Irving (vocal, guitar), Des Hurley (accordion) and Ian Pearson (fiddle). All copyright 2017. Original cover photo Steve Evans (copyright 2016).

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